To my friend who asked, “are you done yet?” about my dating life. While I understand it’s difficult to watch me date, get my hopes up and get disappointed time and time again. I get it – It’s been even harder to live it. I can only imagine the train wreck from an outside bystander READ MORE
Tag: Awakening
Attachment and the Mind Fuxk of Dating in the New Age
I’m learning a lot about myself through this process called dating. Something so foreign to me it feels like I’ve entered into a social experiment. I was married for 25 years. Well 15 years married after living together for 10 (both happy in our level of non commitment) And then separated for 2 years. So READ MORE
Soul Recognition, The Great Unhung
Sometimes life is wild. At least for me. I had an encounter with another human being recently that was overwhelming to say the least. We had a strong connection. Talked until late in the night. Exchanged a rare first date kiss that was incredible. And then it was over. Additional communication was exchanged but I READ MORE
The Gift of Brainwashing
As an adult who spent my formative years in a strict religion that meets the definition of cult, I often try to understand why this happened to me. To make sense of it. To find the silver lining. To understand why I would choose to be born into this less than ideal situation by most READ MORE
The Resurrection by Soul Fragment Reintegration
Seems fitting that just after Easter on the heels of arguably one of the most important solar eclipses of our time, I am feeling compelled to write about The Resurrection
April 8th Eclipse
From an energetic perspective eclipses are an exchange between the earth and her masculine and feminine luminaries. As well as an intimate union between the sun and moon themselves. There is a creative field that is activated during these event.
Religious Narcissism, the Original Wound from the Original Sin
So now we’re at the point in the story where Cain gets triggered. He’s experiencing cognitive dissonance – something he knows to be good and valuable, the literal fruit of his labor has been labeled as disfavorable by God. Cognitive Disonance is the stuff of crazy making. Holding two opposite beliefs as true. It creates glitches in the matrix. And his reaction isn’t good. He actually kills his brother. On the surface he is clearly the evil brother.
When it Rains in Los Angeles
It’s raining here in Los Angeles today. An old familiar rain from my childhood. It’s something that I didn’t appreciate then but I do now. It’s the kind of rain in Los Angeles that will never become snow. A cold rain not like the jungle where I mostly live now on Maui. Los Angeles rain READ MORE
As Pluto and the Sun Cross into Aquarius – Divine Masculine Awakens
We had a small window of the Pluto in Aquarius energy last spring. It was a lovely vibe with glimpses of new more aligned collaborations and relationships. I enjoyed it very much. Aquarius is an air sign. It is futuristic and technologically inclined. Easier in many ways for air and fire signs especially. But then READ MORE
Ego Death
Ego death – this is the term being used for spiritual awakening these days. I don’t love it but it does work in some ways. I prefer “awakening”, but that term has been marred by political agendas to some degree recently although, I think it is still relevant in most spiritual groups. Another way of READ MORE