To my friend who asked, “are you done yet?” about my dating life. While I understand it’s difficult to watch me date, get my hopes up and get disappointed time and time again. I get it – It’s been even harder to live it. I can only imagine the train wreck from an outside bystander READ MORE
Tag: Freedom
Attachment and the Mind Fuxk of Dating in the New Age
I’m learning a lot about myself through this process called dating. Something so foreign to me it feels like I’ve entered into a social experiment. I was married for 25 years. Well 15 years married after living together for 10 (both happy in our level of non commitment) And then separated for 2 years. So READ MORE
Handpart Ceremony
After nearly two years of conscious uncoupling, last weekend on the full moon my spouse and I participated in a ceremony. I was standing in Griffith Park overlooking the place we were married 16 years ago and he was at our last home together, children’s home on Maui where the hand-fasting chords from our marriage READ MORE
Ego Death
Ego death – this is the term being used for spiritual awakening these days. I don’t love it but it does work in some ways. I prefer “awakening”, but that term has been marred by political agendas to some degree recently although, I think it is still relevant in most spiritual groups. Another way of READ MORE
Sacred Sexuality the Alchemical Marriage and Tantra as a Sustainable Energy Practice
Deeply we know there is a magic that is connected to sex. And also that it’s deeply spiritual. Sacred. We know intuitively that it’s not appreciated in the right way in society. And also that it’s connected to many distortions and a lot of shame. Criminal acts even.
Are we Starseeds?
Yes, I believe we are star seeds. The last two paragraph will focus on Aldeberan / Hyadian Starseeds specifically. It’s a theory that dates back to a novel in the 1970s that introduced the concept. This is where new age ideology and esoteric wisdom intersect for me. And after a good long period of my READ MORE
Unpacking Guilt and Shame
Some baggage is like a suitcase but guilt is more like a large and very heavy trunk. With extra locks on the outside. It’s hard to find the different keys to open. And the thought of unpacking something so large is, well, overwhelming. So we don’t. We just leave it neatly packed and locked up. READ MORE
Returning What Does Not Belong To Me
Like a child returning a seashell to the sea once a living creature is spotted within its spiral form. I collected people into my life that seemed beautiful and helpful. And now I’m realizing they weren’t what I thought.
Timeline Jumping
It just occurred to me that we should talk more about timelines. We all have an infinite possible number of life paths to walk that will get us from here to there. And we all have a few that would get us to the end with more spiritual accomplishments, karmic debt repaid and goals attained. READ MORE
Reptilian Energy
Maybe you’ve heard of the zombie apocalypse or the reptilians who are secretly running the world and keeping humanity in the matrix? I tend not to hang out in places where such talk is bountiful but recently it has come into my circle. An astrologer I used to watch more frequently has taken a turn READ MORE