I’m learning a lot about myself through this process called dating. Something so foreign to me it feels like I’ve entered into a social experiment. I was married for 25 years. Well 15 years married after living together for 10 (both happy in our level of non commitment) And then separated for 2 years. So READ MORE
Tag: Clarity
Soul Recognition, The Great Unhung
Sometimes life is wild. At least for me. I had an encounter with another human being recently that was overwhelming to say the least. We had a strong connection. Talked until late in the night. Exchanged a rare first date kiss that was incredible. And then it was over. Additional communication was exchanged but I READ MORE
Abortion, A Channelled Message from My Grandmother
Millie expressed last night that she wasn’t ready to go when she died untimely. That seeing her children separated and not being able to do anything about it was a tragedy for her and very painful. Her difficult choice to seek an abortion for her sixth pregnancy ended in hemorrhage and as it was illegal in the pre Row era…
The Gift of Brainwashing
As an adult who spent my formative years in a strict religion that meets the definition of cult, I often try to understand why this happened to me. To make sense of it. To find the silver lining. To understand why I would choose to be born into this less than ideal situation by most READ MORE
The Resurrection by Soul Fragment Reintegration
Seems fitting that just after Easter on the heels of arguably one of the most important solar eclipses of our time, I am feeling compelled to write about The Resurrection
Religious Narcissism, the Original Wound from the Original Sin
So now we’re at the point in the story where Cain gets triggered. He’s experiencing cognitive dissonance – something he knows to be good and valuable, the literal fruit of his labor has been labeled as disfavorable by God. Cognitive Disonance is the stuff of crazy making. Holding two opposite beliefs as true. It creates glitches in the matrix. And his reaction isn’t good. He actually kills his brother. On the surface he is clearly the evil brother.
Handpart Ceremony
After nearly two years of conscious uncoupling, last weekend on the full moon my spouse and I participated in a ceremony. I was standing in Griffith Park overlooking the place we were married 16 years ago and he was at our last home together, children’s home on Maui where the hand-fasting chords from our marriage READ MORE
The Third Way
We live in the land of duality where people exist within a material realm that is connected to spirit but is for all intents and purposes, a distortion of who we really are. We aren’t actually material. We only identify as material when our conscious awareness goes to the edge of our being. That place READ MORE
When it Rains in Los Angeles
It’s raining here in Los Angeles today. An old familiar rain from my childhood. It’s something that I didn’t appreciate then but I do now. It’s the kind of rain in Los Angeles that will never become snow. A cold rain not like the jungle where I mostly live now on Maui. Los Angeles rain READ MORE
Family Constellation Work
Today I participated in a small workshop held in a private home in Silverlake (Los Angeles) California. I was invited by the facilitators because I had joined their mailing list while attending retreats at their Zen Buddhist retreat space in the dessert near San Diego. As I arrived, I noticed a line of shoes on READ MORE