Seems fitting that just after Easter on the heels of arguably one of the most important solar eclipses of our time, I am feeling compelled to write about The Resurrection.
As I lay here contemplating the days activities. The solar and lunar eclipse. I am conscious of my profound witness of divine masculine and feminine reunion today. I experienced a new day as light became dusk and then light again all in an afternoon.
As a lay down to sleep at the end of this new day I am understanding The Resurrection of biblical account in a new light. Not as actual physical bodies of the dead emerging from the earth like a zombie video game in three dimensional reality without the VR glasses that was the only imagination afforded to me by my childhood dogma, but a reintegration of all the fragments of our souls from all past lifetimes. All the many and varied personalities, reintegrating into our own current consciousness. Providing a higher perspective like a great ace of swords or flaming sword or sword protruding from a mouth as is written- it’s cutting through the veil and lighting our consciousness up with our truth to integrate all the learning and karma of historical or bilateral incarnations into one current manifest awareness of our soul.
Imagine remembering all of your past lifetimes. Imagine expanding your conscious back Egyptian empires or even further to Luneria and Atlantis. If you in your current form had memories dating back to before Christ – how old would you be? The age of your current physicality or as old as the wisdom of our soul? How would we shift our understanding of age? And so in this way upon soul fragment reintegration we experience a resurrection of our past lives and of our loved ones who have died and are now resurrected into their current or future incarnation with our full conscious recognition of them on a soul level. For those who can experience this resurrection or upleveling of awareness, death no longer has an effect on us. Bodies die, not souls. As we shed one personality and are born again beyond the veil of forgetting that has been so present in our current paradigm – we are free of the fear of death. And able to walk in love. For only fear blocks love and all fear is really fear of death.
The literal interpretations of the resurrection I grew up with never made any logical sense to me. How could every person who ever lived be resurrected – talk about over crowding. And if we live forever wouldn’t we miss babies and children? Without death there would be no reason to give birth because everyone at some point would be beyond childbirth age and the earth would be over crowded anyway. This never seemed like the picture that the dream of Revelation was trying to impress upon our understanding of this future shift into a new earth.
I will say that it can be a painful experience to have your past incarnations reintegrated. The body holds memory and so as past lives, some of whom may have been victims of assault or murder or perhaps a martyr or rebellious woman punished painfully to her death – those memories will come not only into our conscious minds but also our bodies. I’ve had to work with this as several of my past lives have returned to me. It’s always a profound experience and the pain shows me what I need to heal. Helps me lean into the awareness and really reintegrate that fragment of myself pushing the memory further into my consciousness. This is the work of healers. To support the soul fragment reintegration of past life awareness that we may have heard of, called The Resurrection.
I’ve died many times and in many horrific ways as I am remembering. I’m a murderer magnet apparently and so be it. With Chiron conjunct my natal Sun – it’s what I’m here for. If you subscribe to the multiverse theory aligned with quantum physics – all time is happening now. And all incarnations of my soul are happening now. And therefore with my Sun conjunct Chiron – all past lives (happening now) are those of the wounded healer. Lucky me – there is no timeline where I do not die outrageously. But since I no longer fear death – I see it as an opportunity to renew my aging body – I say, why not? Why not go out with a bit of a dramatic exit. See you in the next reincarnation of my soul. My name will be what it always has been, Bringer of Light (Jen, Helen, Johann, Mergda, Mary) but you’ll recognize me by my vibe. I’ll be one of the children in affected by the veil, sensing seeing and feeling spirits, receiving communications from my guides and talking woo woo from the womb. Soon we will out number the fragmented humans who believe they have only 70 or 80 years to live and do so with great suffering in their five-of-pentacles and 9-of-wands version of life.